Open Question: *please help* what do you think?

there’s this girl i completely go crazy for, since the first time i saw her i had that weird feeling you get like getting hit by a train but it didn’t hurt instead it felt good, we used to play basketball a lot together with our friends, so one day i end up seeing her she noticed me looking at her and she smiles and waves so i smile and had one of those awkward «hi-bye» thing later on like a couple of month later i add her on facebook and text her, she answered and we talked and found out we had somethings in common like drawing, we were once texting and we were talking about our favorite animals she said she likes bunnies and i said i like cats then she told me she hates cats i asked why she said she was scared of them and she is a coward i told her that she is not a coward and its okay, i eventually ended up talking to her face to face and my friend said we actually looked like a couple, i ended up drawing her a bunny picture just for her and i showed it to her she liked it and we talked for awhile until one of her friends shows up and asks me «what year was i born on?» they both looked at me and i answered truthfully 1997 then they looked at each other and said that my crush was born on 1995 and they thought i was older then that then her friend just says bye and leaves we talked until she had to go to her lesson (btw she is two years older then me in age but one year older in high school) i end up talking to her in facebook and we talked until i recommend to draw her (i was trying to be romantic) she started messaging me laughs and funny faces and said i made her laugh and then said no i asked why then she said «what do you mean why? she said she hates people drawing her and to close the su bject i apologized and she just messaged back saying «enough» i had to go after that and said i would talk to her later, i did message her a couple of days later and she saw the message but never answered i got confused, later on i was playing basketball with my friends and she was walking and she sees me and quickly runs to the corner i was able to see it for like 3 seconds she then started peeking at me with her friend and giggling and every time i notice it they hide again until one of her friends walks up and asked «what are you doing?» (i was able to tell by her hand gester) so her friend makes this weird face and looks at me then looks at my crush and giggles she eventually walked out and sat next to where i was playing by the time she did that my break was over and i had to go,one day i end up playing with her but we didn’t talk much so two of her friends were on my team and they all of a sudden start talking to each other saying why is my cr ush sad today after the game i see my crush lean her head on her friends shoulder and started whispering her friend then looked at me and said don’t worry, i messaged her a couple of weeks later asking how it was going but the same thing happened she saw it but never answered and we didn’t talk for a long time but in school she looked at me and so did her friends at the end of the year i messaged her again but this time it took her a month to see the message a couple of days later she deletes me from her friend list i was so angry and sad (it was on july), 4 days ago i see one of her friends in school and they give me this look and start giggling exactly the next day i see her and her friend and we both look at each other and then we just pass each other it felt really awkward when i turned around i saw her friend pushing her and stuff. so i decided the next time i see her i will tell her i like her but i don’t want feel rejected or embarrassed i’m a real shy person (also i don’t see her in any ways of lust and in my country and religion it is wrong to do it before marriage and i don’t attended to do it) i just can’t understand her please help me i want to at least know how she thinks about me

Open Question: *please help* what do you think?