Open Question: I can't get over girl I've never actually been with ?

Well, I know question is kinda stupid, and that thre are harder problems in life (as I had, too) but this bothers me around 4-5 years.
I liked one girl when I was in 6th grade (now I’m at college, freshman year) I kinda had crush on her. she’s the daughter of my mom’s ex employer (my mom worked in his sewing factory, but not as a sewing worker, but as an import, export maanger, she did important paper stuff on computer). and I know her dad has horrible personality, he often sweared and yelled at workers for no actual reason, he wants to always prove that he’s the boss and that he has a lot of money, despite he has no even 50% of education my mom has… so, i kinda liked (and I still do) his daughter, but I was always afraid to ask her out or stuff like that… I noticed she hangs only with children of lawyers, corporate owners etc, but I thought it doesn’t matter. And after 2,5 years I feel myself with courage and ask her does she want to go out one night at local place where she and other people usually hangs out, just to speak 15-20 minutes or stuff like that… an d she didn’t answer. than I asked her again, and after that her mom called my mom on the cell phone and told her that she will report me to the police and sue me because I «harassing» her daughter. her mother also has no education, only 6 grades of school…now I definitely know I spent all of jokers , and I can’t do anything to be with her anymore, but know I ask myself why the hell do I want to be with her? Yes, she seems pretty outside to me, but there are other chicks too, and I don’t understand why she means that much to me if she is only close-minded primitive uneducated rude girl just like her mom
some people say I simply fell in love, some people say she can’t mean much to me when I generally don’t even know her, some people say I»m angry cause I can’t have her…
But the point is, after knowing all of her personality, something still leads me to her. i’d like to know why is that? ://

Open Question: I can't get over girl I've never actually been with ?