I don’t really know how to word this without me sounding like a slut but here goes. I’m in year 11 and last year (year 10) in say January I started talking to this boy, we’ll call him tom. We hit it off he’s the year above me and we started considering the fact we had feelings for each other but weirdly somehow his group and my group grew into being an amazing group of bestfriends. Then at a party I had my first sexual experience ever and it was with him (I hate the words they’re cringey but not sex or even near) and the next day he said we were just friends and it hurt a lot. In time I got over it and we became great friends. Nothing happened between us for ages I had a boyfriend at one point but I still had a stab of je alousy if I heart he got with someone. Recently within the past month we’ve attended 3 of the same parties and at all three we’ve at least pulled. And at two we did everything but sex. We met up alone yesterday just as friends and he text me after about how he really enjoyed it blah blah then he said how he was getting attached to me. But he said in the way that two people we know did as in they had sex and now one of them hates seeing anyone else with them but doesn’t want them for themselves. And I feel the same about Tom. I hate the thought of him with anyone else and I hate it
Open Question: Getting attached to one of my bestfriends?
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