My boyfriend, (soon to be ex) is a complete and utter *sshole. He does not love me for who I am, and I feel like the only reason we «wanted» me in the first place was because he didnt want to be lonely. One of his weaknesses. He treats me like I am the scum of earth. He never tells me anything good, it’s always negative. If I’m not doing something that HE wants me to be doing then he will scowl and treat me like I’m worthless. He will make rude and unnecessary remarks about «people» but he will really be talking about me. He thinks he is the smartest person in the world and that he is better than everyone else. He never appreciates me when I do things for him, he’s ungrateful and has destroyed every gift IR 17;ve ever given him. He has anger issues and I’m his favorite person lash out on. He’s called me every name in the book and his favorite word is ‘worthless’. He genuinely believes I am worth nothing. He treats me like I am idiot and no matter what I do I will never be the person he wants me to be. He doesn’t even show me affection anymore. The only time he will even touch me is if we are in bed and he wants sex. After that I get nothing. I haven’t had a real heart to heart kiss with him since we got together. I’ve never felt that warm feeling your supposed to get when you can feel some one love you. I’m neglected from a real connection with some one I love. When I try to annitiate love or try to hug him, he acts like I’m wasting his time and he wants me to get off of him. I am so sick of being degraded, manipulated, and unloved. My real questions are, why does he act like this, and why do I put up with it when I know he doesn’t love me? Can some one give some helpful advice? I know that I should leave him, but I am very curious as to why this happened? He used to be so perfect.
Open Question: Boyfriends treats me like I'm worthless?
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