Ok so I’m nearly 20 and my entire life I have had no real friends. I’ve never dated either or even held a girl’s hand. It seems like everybody, women included just want to hang out with the drunk a-holes and have no interest in guys who actually care about them. I’ve been on my own my entire life and I’m so sick of it. I hate being hurt or sad and having nobody in my life to turn to for support. For some reason, I am expected to support others but get nothing in return. I never expect anything in return because I prefer to be selfless and put the needs of others first, but it has yet to do me any good. I’ve had my heart broken more times than I can even remember. I’m sick of the crushing feeling of being alone and unwanted b y everyone. Why is it that I have to go through all this anyways? I didn’t do anything to deserve any of this. Is it too much to ask for ONE person in my life who genuinely cares about me and won’t judge or betray me like the rest of the world does? Or am I just better off completely alone?
Open Question: Am I just better off alone?
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