I am best friends with a girl who is really similar to me. We are always talking, get on really well and I think she would call me one of her closest friends. However, she is really beautiful which means that every guy she knows fancies her, most of them openly, and I think one of the main reasons we are such good friends is because she thinks I am somehow «immune» to her, and she really trusts me and respects me for that. However, It is genuinely not her beauty which I find attractive, I would be thrilled if she wasn’t so beautiful as I think that I would stand more of a chance, but I really love her for who she is. I don’t fantasize about her beauty etc, I just dream of us holding hands, because that r eally is all that I want, for her to love me. I want nothing more than to tell her about my feelings, but I am terrified that in doing this she will loose that respect that she has for me, and our friendship will become awkward and just deteriorate. Normally I wouldn’t care, I’d want her to know how I felt, but her friendship means so much to me that I know that if it were to deteriorate I would be a wreck for months, and my life would go down the pan. She means everything to me and I don’t want to spoil it.
Because we are always talking, she tells me everything and I pretend to tell her everything. She tells me who she likes, she tells me what she gets up to with people at parties and everything and it can be really painful, she has never even hinted at liking me. I don’t know what to do because without her friendship I am nothing, but I cannot really be open with her without telling her how I feel, and that prospect terrifies me. I know there is no magic answer, but I need some advice. Thanks!
Open Question: I really like someone, but am pretty sure they don't like me, help.?
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