Is my girlfriend worried about me ?
We’re both 18 and share an apartment in Los Angeles ( I know we’re young but I managed to get a good job and internship ) We were making love and when we finished and I was still inside her i kissed her to let her know although I’m leaving her romantically I’m not leaving her. Once she fell asleep i put a rose in her hand and left her a love letter on our night stand. She woke up and saw me standing on our bedroom balcony. I was remembering two of my friends had comited suicide one or two months ago. From what I know she had seen the letter and began to cry a bit ( beside the point ) she hugged me and I could see she was holding the rose in one of her hands. She then asked me what was wrong and said I looked sad. I told her and she showed sympathy for me but she looked worried because when I was younger I became sick and started over dosing on medications I was depressed and a bunch of crazy **** luckily we started dating seanor year of highschool beca use she changed my life and stopped me from abusing medicane . It’s been a year and I’m sober and clean we love each other so much if it wasn’t for me she would’ve been stuck in a abussive relationship with a selfish idiot from highschool. But I’m sad my friends are dead but I don’t want her to worry I love her to much. When we were on the balcony she started to cry and said if anything were to happen to me she wouldn’t be sure what she would do I heed her and kissed her. I just don’t want her to be worried what should I do and or tell her please respond as soon as possible. I really love her and dread the thought of her being worried.
Open Question: Is my girlfriend worried about me please respond I really need help?
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