I have got to a point in my life where being a virgin is no longer a viable option. I am so ridiculously overwhelmed with sexual frustration it is totally unbearable. I am only 18, and don’t think that is a terrible age to still be a virgin because everyone’s different, but for me, it’s more a matter of need. And don’t say masturbate, because it feels good for the couple of minutes but then you’re back to thinking about having sex within a few seconds. How do people cope with this?? And why do girls pretend like they don’t want or need sex? They’re liars! The problem is, it would be nice to be in a relationship with someone when I do it for the first time but it seems l ike ages until this seems possible… I’ve started getting tempted by offers from people who I’m not going out with or barely know. And the offers come very often, each time I am closer to saying yes and going home with them… It’s particularly bad when I go to nightclubs and under the influence of alcohol, the frustration is soooo much worse! I don’t have a problem with making out with strangers, it’s just a bit of fun… But on occasion when I do this with someone I meet in a club, he may take my number and call the next day, wanting to «go out». I’m sure these are just booty calls, but since a relationship is going to be hard to come by as everyone I know is going their separate ways to uni, but the thought has crossed my mind plenty of times. And all I think in my head afterwards is «slut» because I’m honestly not that sort of girl but I guess horniness will make you do crazy shit. WHAT do I do? O r more suitably, WHO? 
Open Question: I am SO sexually frustrated, why do girls pretend like they don't want or NEED sex?
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